As the sun rises, she will surrender the
night, but always, she will be withhin the darkness that has protected her for so many years.  We can not touch, hold each other together, love and kiss each other.  We must be strong, and we must let go.  We can not say what our hearts must know, how can I not love you?
How can I tell my heart I do not want you here in my arms, when that's all I have ever wanted?
How does one waltz away from all the
memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?  I can not dream, can not share sweet tender moments, cannot feel how we feel.
We must pretend its over, we must be brave, and we must go on.  We must not say what we've known all along.  How can I not love you?
Can you see that loving you is scary, but wonderful, sad at times but well worth it in a million ways, lonely, but makes the longing & desire grow deeper for you?
I'm not the key that opens every door.  I don't have the power to give you everything you always dreamed of, I know I'm not the dream you always dreamed of.  I may never be the one you always wanted with you, beside you. You may walk away from me, from what I have to offer, what I want to give and
show you.  Just remember one thing, Here's a heart that will always be true, and a woman that will always love you..
In a flush petal of a rose, she woke, and her eyes that opened Swam in blue through her rose flesh that dawned.
From the dew on her lips, the drop of one word.  His name Fell like the first of mountains: she murmured

'Darling', upon my ears, the song of the first bird.
'My dream becomes my dream,
' she said, '  Please come true.
I waken from you, to my dream of you.'
My own wakened dream then dared assumethe audacity of her sleep.  Our dreams poured into each other's arms, like the ocean waters of my deepest Love.
Of this deepest love there you are, there you will forever be within my deepest love.
Do you know what I dream of? Do  you know my truest deepest dreams?  Do you know my hopes?  Do you know my darkest fears?  Do you know my
deepest desires?
Do you know my soul?  Can you see me?  Can you see all that I am?  Do you really know me? The REAL me?
Do you know my life's ambition?  Do you know my life's goal?  Do you know what I long for?  Do you know what I do every night, as I lay in bed awake?  Do you know what I do in the middle of the night as I wake suddenly?

Do you know I care, do you know my sincerity, do you know I am in love with you, do you know I want to share everything with you, do you know I want to spend a lifetime with you, do you know I can't live without you, do you know my life began with you ??
I never in my life wanted to grow old with any man, never wanted to be married again, never wanted forever.
Now those are feelings so imbedded in me, and always its your face I see within that feeling.

Do you know my life ended with the goodbye that was never said but known to the soul ?